thursday weigh in

Thursday was my weigh in - 6lbs lost this week !! Go me!!!

am I cheating

With my diet being WW. It almost feels like I am cheating. I am eating good, and watching what I eat. But with WW you are allowed carbs, and boy did I miss carbs. I guess we will see what thursday brings me. I weigh myself tomorrow, but my weigh in date is going to be on thursdays now. Busy with school no time to chat now. Diet king hope your still reading, can use a supportive remark from you!

Back to weight watchers

Well after not seeing any more results for the past few weeks, and getting overly bored with Atkins. I have joined Weight watchers again. I know that keeping to Atkins is not a healthy life choice. And since I am at a lull and don't want to quit, I knew I had to do something different. Don't get me wrong Atkins helped me alot but I am at 244.6- back up. Monday I was at 242. The difference is probably water but I've been at 242 for a few weeks now. Enough already. So I am looking for some progress this upcoming week. Wow what a difference in the way to eat and the thinking between Atkins and WW. I had to go shopping again (went yesturday) for new food. Luckily most times what I buy the family will eat anyway. No more bacon by the lb. - Don't think I will really miss that. And I can have pretzels, god did I miss them. Thats my snack set up already for tomorrow.
Worked out hard for the last 2 days. I can see the loss in my side profile and hips. I know that I got a long way to go, but losing is the right direction for me.

back on track

Need to get myself back on track. Have been really preoccupied with school and home life. Had a girls night out tonight at chili's. Definatley don't think those drinks are on Atkins. My weight has remained 240-242 area. As long as its not near 250 for now I am happy. I just need to get my mind fixated on dieting again. Actually have been thinking about going back to WW. Haven't decided yet. Been producing protein in my urine and not crazy about seeing that. Have to run. its late and I need sleep. Have an exam on Wednesday so will chat more later.

i hate the scale

Boy do I hate the scale. It seems now that I am stuck on the 240 zone. When it seems like I am on my way to losing again I go back to where I was the week before. I still like the fact that I don't have to move that box on the scale to the 250 mark..I like it there on the 200 for now anyway. I really can't wait to be in Onderville.
My sister is doing great, bitch ( like I call her ). I am so jealous. For the weight loss only not for what she is going thru.
I am fixated on Broccoli, cheese and chicken. I used to hate broccoli.. now I can't get enough of it. But I guess thats a good thing. I am just so sick of salad. I need to find other things that I can eat that are low carb. Getting bored already. So much prep work goes into making meals. Thats one thing that sucks, cause I really don't like to cook. I do have to say that at times the family is eating better on a whole though with me on a diet. Luckily my kids really aren't into chips and stuff so not having it in the house is a breeze. My hubby is the late night get me in trouble eater. Although I've been good with it, and not give in to those wants. To have his metabolism would ROCK!!
Got measured today, seems I am losing it all at the bottom. 1 1/2 inch in my hips and 1 inch from my thighs. .25 from my waist and everything else stayed the same. Must have been from all the time on the eliptical machine. Well least its not getting bigger.
Off to PA tomorrow.. Will write more soon..

The mile

Well I left work early to take Anthony to cubscouts. And was sitting watching the biggest loser and decided afterwards to take a walk. I distanced the walk after it and found it to be exactly 1 mile. I could have walked more, but I need to find a different route. I don't like walking the same route over and over again. I don't mind each night walking the same trip, but to get to 3 mile goal a night I don't want to lap myself 3 times. I just got to be careful cause at night no area is extremely safe.
Mom said that she thought that I lost weight in my hip area. I am noticing it there also. I can't wait to measure myself again. Last time was 9/12. I wanna go to the same girl this time to measure. Of course when I put on my uniforms they are looser, and I purchased a new shirt in a lower size. My halloween gift to myself.
I am proud of my sister she is doing great, check out her website to the left.

Day 43

Wow day 43.. I am glad I am still at it. The scale stopped at 239. I am feeling good about the scale.. but feel horrible with my monthly "friend". Dragged ass to go to the gym today but felt much better afterwards. I am thinking about "wha'ts for dinner?" And I'm not sure what I am in the mood for. I think that is part of my biggest problem. When I am thinking of what to eat and being that I am a horrible cook ( still waiting for my sister recipe book she promised when I got married in 1997) the choices are limited. I have to admit though that since I am on a diet I am cooking better. George Forman rotissorie and grill are favorites. Gotta figure out what to eat. Chow!! LOL !!

My weigh in is tomorrow.. So I will see if I lost any more. I doubt it though, with my period here I feel like I gained a million!! Didn't want to leave the site without posting anything. Feeling drained.. not in the mood for talking!